I just found out tonight that my sister (the eldest one) just got out of surgery to fix a broken hip. Yeah pretty serious crap, not life threatening for sure but, something that can alter ones life forever, currently they have a rod of sorts with a plate, they are hoping some of the bone doesn't die off in her recovery otherwise she will need a total hip replacement, something which unfortunately when she gets older will not be able to avoid. Hopefully after exams if it is appeared, I can go visit her and help her out for maybe a week or so, I dunno what I can do to help her but I want to go and as long as I don't hinder her recovery in any way, I think that will be ok.

All the women in my family have had some really unfortunate health problems over the last few years, it makes me feel a bit sad as I thought a lot of our lives dramas were behind us, I guess it just goes to show that when life is quiet you really need to appreciate it more, when you have too much time to think about crap and get all depressed and whingy about stuff you should probably step back and realise that nothing is really wrong, and that life is pretty good, right now I look fondly back at this morning, yesterday, last week, and realise that I would prefer those days than what is being presented to me right now.

So basically this has thrown my plans of studying tonight, not like I've been doing much anyway, I've mostly spent this weekend drinking beer, giving people software and talking to the ones I love, I really need to step on the gas and get my head down and bum up, tomorrow this shall be done (hopefully).

This post has stopped me feeling depressed about things, now I remember why I blog about this crap!