So yeah, I'm probably gonna do my major accounting/ minor finance and finish the IT minor that I also can do in Database. Joy.
I feel so wound up lately. I dunno what it is, maybe its like how astro felt when she was nearing the end of her course, she felt really restless and a little depressed some times. I feel like that, however I think I feel it more often. I just need a change, a few changes in my life might go down well. I need to start doing crap that I like again, can anyone remember when that liked doing other stuff instead of studying and computers all the time? I mean lately and when I say lately I mean at least the last two years I spend a lot of my time studying and then the rest of the time procrastinating on my computer by either playing games or listening to music or just sitting around staring at shit. And yeah, I know that can be included in "relaxation" time, but really, I just spend hours and hours a day not doing anything worthwhile really, I've been doing it for ages and its shitting me.
I use to be able to tell myself that I'll just get out of it when I want, however I'm starting to think I am "breaking the back" of that train of thought, so to speak. I feel like im slowly slipping away into this hole which is the "rest of my life", and I'm not sure I like it. Hell I'm not even sure what it actually is! And if I did know what it was I wanted to escape from I have no idea what I want to escape to! It is really a strange state I am in.
Anyway, I've got a few assignments to do before Monday and Tuesday next week and then its the last week of classes before the exam period. So I guess I won't be able to sit around on my arse and contemplate things like I have been the last few weeks as I'll be stressing my hardest to not fail everything for another semester.
Meanwhile, I have to stop buying shit off ebay.
I feel so wound up lately. I dunno what it is, maybe its like how astro felt when she was nearing the end of her course, she felt really restless and a little depressed some times. I feel like that, however I think I feel it more often. I just need a change, a few changes in my life might go down well. I need to start doing crap that I like again, can anyone remember when that liked doing other stuff instead of studying and computers all the time? I mean lately and when I say lately I mean at least the last two years I spend a lot of my time studying and then the rest of the time procrastinating on my computer by either playing games or listening to music or just sitting around staring at shit. And yeah, I know that can be included in "relaxation" time, but really, I just spend hours and hours a day not doing anything worthwhile really, I've been doing it for ages and its shitting me.
I use to be able to tell myself that I'll just get out of it when I want, however I'm starting to think I am "breaking the back" of that train of thought, so to speak. I feel like im slowly slipping away into this hole which is the "rest of my life", and I'm not sure I like it. Hell I'm not even sure what it actually is! And if I did know what it was I wanted to escape from I have no idea what I want to escape to! It is really a strange state I am in.
Anyway, I've got a few assignments to do before Monday and Tuesday next week and then its the last week of classes before the exam period. So I guess I won't be able to sit around on my arse and contemplate things like I have been the last few weeks as I'll be stressing my hardest to not fail everything for another semester.
Meanwhile, I have to stop buying shit off ebay.

1 Comments:
Yeh don't buy shit off eBay, I'll send you a grogan in a Pringles tin.
:)
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