Some people in the world are just unfair, there is no better way to put it than that. People treat others pretty unfairly without ever really knowing (or wanting to know) the entire picture. They just sorta ride into situations, see what they want to see, figure what is ultimately best for them, dress it up as something else, than proceed to fuck with people. The funny thing is that to these type of people its nothing special, it's not an abnormality of character, (although some desperately try to convince the world around them otherwise) they've always been like this so they never really understand just how hurtful they can end up being to people.

So I don't know where I am really going with this post, I was just sitting here thinking about the people through my history that have been unfair in their treatment of myself, people that have caused me to think "Why?", caused me to rack my brain to find a defining moment from when they went from "nice person" to "fucking with me" and what I did to cause it. Often I realise that it was a silent transition with no confrontation, some people would rather do that than talk openly (and heaven forbid DIRECTLY) about what bothers them that other people have said/done.

Sigh, I guess these people just come and go in your life and the older you get the more you should be able to handle/cope with it right? Well I think I am slowly getting better at it, I don't think any one really gets use to it, regardless of what defence mechanisms they conjure (or is that conjuer?) up.

Anyway, time to stop that rant now, and to wish all my friends a Merry Christmas (and to this one a Happy Birthday) and I hope you spend today and the next few days with your friends and people you truly love.