So yeah, I'm feeling a lot better now, My head is somewhat working again and I'm starting to eat a lot more food. My test went very badly, due to me not being able to study for it at all over the week leading up to it. It was all pretty heavy derivatives stuff on calculating futures and forward prices and all sorts of shit. I probably would have done a lot better if I have gone over calculation stuff a bit and actually knew what each formula was for and how to use them etc, but I honestly couldn't have studied any better for that exam. My head was screwed and it was just an effort to drag my arse down there and even write, hopefully I'll recover for my poor marks and pull through on that subject to at least pass, I'd really hate to fail a subject in my last semester.

Grad applications, had my phone interviews, I really have no idea how they went, I think I did okay, it is quite hard to feel what they are looking for out of those things, I just stressed that I had a lot of relevant work experience, I like working in groups, im self motivated, I do things other than sit on my arse etc etc. I can't see them striking me down on anything except for maybe I was nervous or my responses were a bit rambly. I guess we'll see, they said they'll let me know end of this coming week or the week after or whatever. Just before I got accepted for another place to do the psychometric testing phase, that's good, I'm glad to see that more than one place is going to give me a slim chance of getting a job with them.