Saturday, August 30, 2008

Over paid.

The last two pays I've got from work have been more than I should be getting. It is to do with moving to my new job. Someone, somewhere has put my base salary plus super into the box where it should be just my base salary, so I am getting what, around 9% extra (whatever default super rate is) than I should be. I noticed it last pay and thought it might iron itself out before this pay (and trust me, my work payment system does some fruity things some times) but it hasn't, and it sucks too because I'll probably have to pay that money back, or get deducted or something for the rest of the year to make up for it. It double sucks because now I see what I would get paid if I had a 10% raise, and I could really deal with that, but that isn't coming for a loooooonnnggg time. But now I'm use to that extra money coming into my bank account, I don't want to give it up!

Monday I'll tell the powers that be the deal, they'll probably turn around and laugh at me for being so honest and they would have just kept paying me or something, but I need to be honest about this shit cause that is the guy I am. Brr.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Back to study?

So I am thinking about undertaking some more study, a certification to be exact but i'm not sure I really want to commit to it. It would be really helpful for me and my job if I did do it, plus if I completed it all (It would take at least 3 years) it would help me move to mostly any role I would like to go in my current work environment. But right now I struggle just keeping up with my job and this study would require a lot of attention because its not something I'm good at naturally and only some of it mildly interests me, some of the other stuff in it will make me want to cry cause it will be more of some of the annoying stuff I did at uni.

I guess I'm hesitant about it because I am worried I won't give it my best shot and will half give up and end up failing the first exam. It requires at least 10 to 15 hours of study a week and from what I've read on the internet that is a fairly conservative assumption.

So lets weigh up the pro's and cons:

Pro

- Would really help me a lot with my current role and moving beyond that.
- It is a very well respected cert. probably because it is so damn hard.
- I want to do something challenging like this, preferably while I still have the energy of youth on my side (although that seems to be running out soon.)
- It would help my confidence if I finished. I'd be pretty proud.
- It would help me decide a hell of a lot quickly if this is really what I want to do with my "life".
- It costs $1200 a year to study. (cheaper than going to uni and more valuable!)

Cons

- It will basically consume my life outside (and probably a bit inside) of work. This is hard as I don't really have enough time at the moment to attend to astro, family, physical activity.
- It costs $1200 a year to study. (Money I don't want to spend atm)
- It is really hard, not a lot of it seems like a much fun.
- I can already see bits in it I will hate.
- I am not confident in my abilities to pass.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

How's it all going?

So I am 19 days into my new role, you cool internet peoples probably like to call it "4 weeks" but I can't keep up with you crazy cats and your leet meme language.

So how am I doing? I'm doing alright, I'm working longer hours, but I have tons of stuff to do and I am constantly learning. The people at my work are still friendly, I think some of them are waaaaay into their jobs too much, but maybe that is just because right now is the busy end of the year (it is the end of the reporting year for my area of the business in September I believe.)

Still not sure about the long term outlook on this area, I mean it is much better than the old are I worked in and I think I am more motivated and happier in this job then I have been in quite some time. Just not sure if it is totally what I'd like to do for the next 30 years. Pretty sure it isn't, but then what is? I figure I'll work here until I burn out or just find it so boring I'll try something else. I hope I continue to find fulfillment out of it for some time to come yet.

So I am writing this so I don't have to study, I can't believe I am actively studying finance theory outside of uni for no benefit apart from me just knowing it. I mean, I need to know it cause of my job, but there isn't a pretty piece of paper or something really tangible at the end of doing this, just the satisfaction of know what the hell people are talking about and hopefully being able to input myself a bit more than I can now.

Ok I just got distracted by the bronze medal basketball game on TV. Man the coverage of the basketball has been shithouse, but what should I expect? Every olympics, world championships, NBA, NBL, it is all bad all the time. Makes me irriate! They'd rather show some shit swimming qualifier than a basketball game, and then they only show like 5 minutes of a game anyway, pathetic.

I want to make Parmigiano Reggiano crisps. Who's with me? (*motions Jerry Maguire style at the internets*)

I am waiting for something like the Asus G50 to come out on the list of salary sacrifice laptops I can purchase through work. I don't really need a new laptop, but I do love using that salary sacrifice.

I feel like ripping of this wordpress theme and maybe doing a sub domain on astro site or something. I need to have a fully fledged site to get back into the internets. Maybe. I dunno I got some much other stuff I should be doing I sort think, do I really have time for the Internets anymore?

Don't be silly, I bet I'll be blogging in some form for the rest of my life, I've almost been doing it for half of it now, gotta kept that streak alive.

Man since when was I turning 30 next year, holy crap. Aren't I suppose to be a millionaire by now or something?

I wanna go stay here, the deluxe water suite is only like 1 to 2 grand a night for two people. So internets, you're paying right?

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Back to the present.busi

Hurrr, Sunday night, it use to be pretty easy going, I'd sit around doing pretty much nothing but procrastinating about not going to work the next day, but nothing was a stress, I'd know what I'd have to do the next day, I knew I could sleep in a little, rock into work a little late if I wanted, it wouldn't matter cause I knew I'd have everything in my work day under control and have all my work pretty much done and dusted before midday.

These days, well, today, it required study, baking, cleaning and iron of work clothes. Sunday are now harder these days because now my weeks are harder. No having everything under control, no rocking in late (I get to work pretty much 8:05 to 8:30am everyday now) no having everything under control by midday, its all work all the time, and I don't mind, but it is more tiring than I was use to as an I.T guy.

You know people who work in I.T should own up to it. "It" being the lack of work we do. 80% of these people do fuck all but work to make themselves look busy. Half of the people in corporate I.T jobs don't even have any history of interest in I.T or education. It is often something they "fell" into because the media beats it up as the "future" for cubicle drones. But what these people don't realise is that the real I.T work is somewhere else, not in what they are busy making themselves do. The real I.T work is out there in web start-ups, biotech, Engineering and research. What we do in "retail I.T" is nothing more than glorified shop assistants or production line workers, its pathetic.
It is pathetic that we can get paid so much for it too. I know one person in my old team that does fuck all work, dishes out most of it to other people, misses deadlines constantly, has "meetings" late in the afternoon out of the office. Rocks in late most days due to it being part of the "study plan" for "a" university subject this person is doing, it is unbelievable. It is unbelievable that people who work on websites and the like have never coded a HTML page from scratch in their life, they've never learnt to use photoshop, they have never learn the basics of setting up your own site. The people are mostly in charge of a major website, but if you told them to go out tomorrow and buy/setup a domain name and put some simples pages up there with graphics they won't even know where to start.

Did I mention these people fell into these fucking roles?! I mean one senior manager has been with the company nearly twenty years, started out as a P.A and now manages the content team without any real experience or education in management of people or actually knowing anything about building websites?!?! 5 people, yes 5, that I know that work on major IT projects as people who are suppose to be "experts" or the "source of truth" for certain things on the website came from starting out in call centres, call centres that have NOTHING to do with tech support or I.T? People that use to ask me simple things about coding their personal websites but turn around in meetings and expect me to listen to them be an expert in say, MIS systems, Internet marketing, User centric design? I had one woman who was the most senior BA on a project I was working, the woman who was in charge of me and several other people on the project, tell me that she once took a B.A course and the only thing she learned out of it was that she isn't a B.A.... THEN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU?!? I'll tell you what you are, your a person that turns in sub standard work at the last minute and then say it was shit because of the time constraints and human resources you had at your disposal. You are a person who actually has a big say in who gets hired externally onto the project, yes you, that is right YOU! You must look at people and decide to hire them because basically, they are better than you at doing your job, so they must be useful. Oh god.

I think the reason I left my last role was simply from not being able to see the logic in progression of your career. It would seem that if you were old, and had been around the business for a long time, you were all of a sudden elevated to a position where you start having real influence on technical/website things without ever having stepped foot in a classroom on the subject or even taken a real interest in it outside of your job. Come on people.

As usual I don't know where I am going with this, but I've been typing for too long and I've gotta sleep. Maybe more on this tomorrow.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

My new job

So I guess it is time to blog about it. I've had a total of 9 working days in it and so far so good. The first few days consisted of my freaking out and having no comprehension of what was going on. I'd have to ask for explainations on everything about three times over, nobody had any time, and I had major I.T issues with my phone/apps/email/roaming profile, on top of all of this it was the end of the month and a lot of instructions on big deals come through at this time and are very time sensitive it was pretty bad.
I was pretty depressed coming home those first few nights, I was just thinking about what I got myself into, it is hard going from one area where you have a natural apptitute to going to a place where you really have a small base knowledge of what the fuck is going on, it is a very hard mind shift to make. On the Thursday of my first week the senior person that I will be working with most of my clients came back and really helped me get a handle on things, gave my some motivation and at the end of the week told me that I had been doing an excellent job so far. That was something I really needed to hear so that was great.

The long weekend came and was pretty much eaten up by my sisters visit, so I didn't really feel like I got to recover, I went back to work this week and felt better about the fact that it was a short week, that helped me stay focused, I learnt a lot more stuff this week, was expected to handle more ad-hoc thing on my own and basically things started to gel a little more.

So the place and people itself are also pretty good, everything is a faster pace and people work very hard, everyone is pretty nice and generally want to get things done. On that note, I noticed that if I sent emails to people they'd get back to me either straight a way or a few hours, phone calls were returned straight away, a huge huge improvement over my last area, where everyone is very relaxed on getting back to people or need constant prodding to do stuff. People just take pride in what the do here and want to help, its great.

Also Wednesday morning was pretty interesting, the guy that does the economic announcements to the media came down to our floor and basically gave us a heads up on where the financial markets are going to go for the next month from his point of view. Extremely insightful, this guy must live and breathe this shit cause he know everything about every country and every market, unbelievable, I'll be interested to see how many of his predictions come true, he is a very bullish person so I think he is an overshooter, but will see how my conservative views match up against his next month :) .

This week I'm not really looking forward to, I dunno why, I think I am still adjusting to my new working hours, yeah, I work more now. My old job was a cinch and I'd rock in about 9, take over an hour for lunch, browse the internet a lot, take 2 15 minute breaks, and still have time to do my regular work and extra stuff on top of that, and still be ready to leave work at 5pm if I wanted to. These days I get in around 8:15am and take a decent lunch (still refuse to eat at my desk all or even most of the time, it is unhealthy for your body and your mind) and finish usually around 6ish, I try to leave work earlier so I can still walk home with my work friends from my old area, but that is getting harder to achieve, 95% of the people on my floor are still at work at 5:30pm, maybe 80% at 6pm, some of these people must pull 11 to 12 hours daily, that isn't going to be me any time soon!

More to come on this topic...

Thursday, August 07, 2008

5 songs.

The last 5 songs i've been editing through Audacity:

Stakker - Humanoid (You can never fault stakker)

B52's - Channel Z

Janet Jackson - Rhythm nation

(I have no idea why I love those last two songs)

Madonna - Justify my love (it has a great simple break and synth)

Kylie - Confide in me (Easily Kylie's best song, it was her "Justify my love")

Lets just face it, my music tastes are just strange.